vodkadelight:
And I know I promised to post Iloveyou on your wall today. But I’m so sorry, I can”t do it.
Oh fuck this Bipolar disorder.
I hate it when everything was going so well and I just have to add some shit in it and ruin everything. I hate myself having this Bipolar business and knowing it myself. It just makes everything so, so, so spoilt. I have to spoil a perfect day by saying something that not only hurts my feelings but also others. I hate hurting you but I don’t know what the fuck going’s on too. I hate myself for having this ass disorder. Lol I just picked up the penknife again. Yeah fuck today. It’s still enough though. Eh what’s wrong with me haha. I just wanna be alone for now.
10/06/11
Twg Tea was awesome haha. Rushed off back to Ang Mo Kio to meet her alone ‘cos I thought I was late lol. In the end she was late -.- Shouldn’t have worried so much, could’ve accompanied Zhaoyi and take photo of her roasted duck lol! Bought my Baggu Bag. Couldn’t decide on the colors ‘cos all were so lovely. So i picked the one that matched my current clothes most. I was wearing blue so I bought Midnight. Cos sadly turquoise and denim blue didn’t match. Who cares, I’m still buying another one with ZhiQi and Isabelle next time. Hah, saw a pair of shoes that were totally cute. It’s $99 but at least it’s branded lol. Should check it out next time. Rock-star kind bores me now, I don’t know why. It isn’t the awesome-st tumblr-like shop anymore. Saw Wanyi and Daomin there today lolol. Yeah, TWG tea was so fattening and filling that i skipped dinner. God, I really hate her. I could’ve died and she still scolded me for the chili she broke herself lmao. Anyway, saw this really lovely music box at Ion today, sadly it costs $75 lol. I really need to stop wasting money. I spent the money that I was going to use to pay Junie for the deluxe album, and still buying the aasnsd! Fuck I wish I was rich. Seriously. I wish I was hot too. Like the cashier at Kikki.K . She’s totally hot.
Enjoy Life!



Wts, spent 79+35=114 bucks today.